guys suck
im sooo mad at daniel
what a fugging retard
why cant he be a good boyfriend?
its 12 and i cant stop thinking abotu him
and how mad i am
so yeah
my dads leaving monday
off
to
war
YET AGAIN
and it never fails to destory me
each and every time
why does he always leave?
and miss my childhood?
whats up with that!?

i hate war
i hate bush
i hate guys
i hate stressing out
whivh is what im doing right now
i hate always crying
and always about guys
adults
teenagers
whats even the difference anymore
and what good EVER came out of war??
ehh?
NOTHING
thats right
i wanna write a poem
something i heave done in months
about 6
which u know what else is abotu 6 months?
DANIEL AND I
u think
THAT MAYBE ITD BE BETTER
IF IT WAS 6 MONTHS
THAT MAYBE HED LOVE ME
or liek me
even at all
but nope
ignored
and avoided is all i get
so how am i supposed to break up with him
if i NEVEr see him
ovber the phone u say?
NO
im not that mean

so here i am
saturday night
bored as hell
emotionally drained
and alone

yeah..
i deal with all this

and theres a buttload more of this
that im not even gonna bother typing

and im not lookign for pity
so none of those
"oh kim im so sry"
messages
ok?
yeah ill talk abotu it
but no pity

im so over that shit
i get it way too much






thanks for reading
i hope ur night doing better than mine








mwahh